complicatedd life.

2010-10-14T14:06:00.001+08:00

[DKPOPNEWS] #getwellsoonJONGKEY Jonghyun and Key injured at concert in Indonesia

Recently, 5 male idol group SHINee went to Indonesia on the 12th for the “Korea-Indonesia Sharing Friendship Concert” and on the event, JongHyun and Key were injured.

SHINee’s agency SM Entertainment said on the 14th, “SHINee at the event received a lot of interest from the local fans, when they were coming down from the stage, thousands of fans were crowding and due to the huge crowd and the pushing, Jonghyun got injured and his left ankle was injured, also, Key was injured and got a wound in his left chest”.

He continued, “JongHyun and Key returned to Seoul on the 13th to go to the hospital to receive immediate care, they are asked to rest for 1-2 days, because of this, SHINee’s schedule will be stopped for a couple of days”.

“Since Jonghyun cannot dance because of his injury, we will delay activities for “hello”, we are happy and thankful for the big encouragement and interest Indonesian fans showed SHINee”.

Photo’s of JongHyun has been spreading around the Indonesian Newspaper because of the event showing the great interest of the local media and fans to SHINee.

Source: Starnews
Credits: blueprincess824 @ Dkpopnews.net

2010-09-20T02:08:00.001+08:00

Clenching A Tight Fist.

Lyrics (:

Korean

[기광]가라고 가라고 말했어
싫다고 난 대답했어 널 다시 못 볼 것 같아서

[동운]두 팔로 너를 안고 싶은데 차마 난 그러지 못했어
먼저 울 것 같아서

[현승]헤어져 살 수도 있구나 우리도 이별이 있구나
헛웃음만 계속 나와서

[두준]보내준다고 빨리가라고 꼭 행복하라고
주먹을 꽉 쥐고 난 울었어

[요섭]우린 만나선 안 돼 이젠 만나선 안 돼
차가운 이 말에 입술을 깨물고
돌아보지 않을래 절대 안 돌아볼래
다짐을 하고 또 다시 해보지만 그게 안돼

[준형]그 후로 당신에게 찾아가는 꿈을 반복하죠
뒷 모습만 보일 뿐 날 보며 웃어주진 않네요
반갑게 인살 건네요 아무런 대답이 없어도
꿈에서 깨어난 뒤에 후회하지 않도록
빈 자릴 메꾸기가 쉽지만은 않다
기억은 자꾸 그대가 있는 그 곳만 비춘다
맘에도 없는 소릴 그대에게 보내요
주먹을 꽉 쥐고 Good luck to you

[기광]집으로 돌아오는 길이 이렇게 힘들 줄 몰랐어
가슴이 너무 먹먹해서

[두준]잘 살아야지 이겨내야지 날 추스려봐도
니 생각만 나서 참 힘들다

[요섭]우린 만나선 안 돼 이젠 만나선 안 돼
차가운 이 말에 입술을 깨물고
돌아보지 않을래 절대 안 돌아볼래
다짐을 하고 또 다시 해보지만 그게 안돼

[현승]너란 여자 잊을거란 말 해도
너란 여자 다시 보지 말자 다짐해봐도
이렇게 또 너를 잊지 못해

[요섭]서로 사랑했는데 정말 사랑했는데
우리가 이렇게 왜 헤어지는데
(헤어지지 말자)
나 없인 못 산다고 죽을지 모른다고
큰 소리 치던 넌 대체 어디있니 어디갔니

Romanization

[Kikwang] Garago garago mahlhetsuh
Shirdago nan daedabhetsuh nuhl dashi moht bohl gut gatasuh

[Dongwoon] Doo pahlo nuhreul ahngo shipeundae chama nan geuruhji mohthetsuh
Meonjuh wool gut gatasuh

[Hyunseung] Haeuhjuh sahl sudo eetgunah woorido eebyulee eetgunah
Hutwooseuman gyesok nawasuh

[Doojoon] Bonaejoondago bbaleegarago ggok haengbokharago
Joomuhkeul kwak jwigo nan wooruhtsuh

[Yoseob] Woorin mahnaseon ahn dwae eejen mahnaseon ahn dwae
Chagawoon ee mahlae eebsooleul ggaemoolgo
Doraboji ahneulae juhldae ahn dorabolae
Dajimeul hago ddo dashi haebojiman geugae ahndwae

[Junhyung] Geu hooro dangshinaege chajaganeun kkomeul banbokhajo
Dwit moseubman boeel bboon nahl bomyuh ootsuhjoojin ahneyo
Bangabgye eensahl gunehyo ahmoorun daedabee ubsuhdo
Koomaesuh kkaeuhnan dwiae hoohwaehaji ahnda
Kiuhkeun jakoo geudaega eetneun geu gohtmahn bichoonda
Mahmaedo ubneun soril geudaeaegae bonaeyo
Joomuhkeul kwak jwigo Good luck to you

[Kikwang] Jibeuro doraohneun giri eeruhgye himdeul jool mollatsuh
Gaseumee nuhmoo mukmukhaesuh

[Doojoon] Jahl sarayaji eegyuhnaeyaji nahl chuseuryuhbwado
Ni sengkakman nahsuh cham himdeulda

[Yoseob] Woorin mahnaseon ahn dwae eejen mahnaseon ahn dwae
Chagawoon ee mahlae eebsooleul ggaemoolgo
Doraboji ahneulae juhldae ahn dorabolae
Dajimeul hago ddo dashi haebojiman geugae ahndwae

[Hyunseung] Nuhran yeoja eejeulguhran mahl haedo
Nuhrahn yeoja dashi boji mahlja dajimhaebwado
eeruhgae ddo nuhreul eetji mohthae

[Yoseob] Suhro saranghetneundae jungmahl saranghaetneundae
Wooriga eeruhgae wae haeuhjineundae
(Haeuhjiji mahlja)
Na ubshin moht sandago jookeuljido moreundago
Keun sori chiduhn nun daechae uhdieetni uhdigahtni

English

[Kikwang] I told you to go, to go away
I replied back to you that I didn’t like you because I thought I wasn’t going to see you again

[Dongwoon]I wanted to embrace you with my two arms, but I couldn’t do that
Because I thought I was going to cry first

[Hyunseung] We can live apart
There is a farewell for us too
Only the fake laugh is coming out

[Doojoon] I will send you away
So hurry up and go to be happy
Clenching my fists tight, I started to cry

[Yoseob] We can’t meet again, now we really can’t meet
I bit my lips at these cold icy words
I don’t want to look back, I don’t want to ever look back
I tell myself over and over again, but I can’t do that

[Junhyung] After that, the dreams of me finding you repeats again
Just staring into your back, you don’t smile back looking at me
I happily greet you even though there is no response from you
I do this so that I won’t end up regretting after I wake up from this dream
It isn’t easy to fill up a blank space
The memories just shine a light to where you are
Words that I don’t even mean anything, I send them to you
Clenching my fists tight, Good luck to you

[Kikwang] I didn’t know it was this hard walking back home
My heart is too stuffed up

[Doojoon] I need to live better
I need to fight this off
No matter how much I tell myself
It is so hard because thoughts of you roam in my mind

[Yoseob] We can’t meet again, now we really can’t meet
I bit my lips at these cold icy words
I don’t want to look back, I don’t want to ever look back
I tell myself over and over again, but I can’t do that

[Hyunseung] Even though I tell myself that I will forget a girl like you
Even though I tell myself that I will never look at a girl like you
But again I can’t forget you

[Yoseob] We loved each other, we really loved each other
Why are we breaking up like this?
(Let’s not break up)
Telling me that you couldn’t live without me,
Telling me that you were going to die without me
You, who used to say such things,
Where did you go? Where did you go?

CREDITS: aoistars @ B2STRISING.COM (EN), seoulfoood @ B2STRISING (ROM)

2010-09-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c030LAArIos&feature=player_embedded

2010-08-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

WHEN SHINEE IS YOUR BOYF.

1. When you suddenly talk in a nasal voice.
* Onew - Surprised, so he just stares and smiles
* Jonghyun - Stares for a while, and then grins all of a sudden
* Kibum - Imitates you and laughs
* Minho - Gets rid of his flaming charisma and just smiles at you
* Taemin - Says “Hehe.. Nuna you’re funny…” and laughs

2. When you ask them to entertain you because you’re bored.

* Onew - Says he’ll go shopping with you
* Jonghyun - Brings his mp3 over, listens to it with you and falls asleep while listening
* Kibum - Tickles you and plays with you
* Minho - Silently brings two Nintendo DS and plays with you
* Taemin - Says he’ll take you to a PC room or an arcade

3. When some thugs gang up on you

* Onew - Pushes you away and gets beat up in your place
* Jonghyun - Runs over and beats them up for you
* Kibum - Calls all the sunbae he knows
* Minho - Shoots his flaming charisma on them so they run away
* Taemin - Calls the police

4. When he goes to the army

* Onew - Tells you that you’re forbidden to look at any other guys until he comes back
* Jonghyun - Says “This oppa will come back much cooler”
* Kibum - Chatters on and on for the last time
* Minho - Says one thing. “I’ll come back…”
* Taemin - Says “You trust me right? I’ll be back soon.”

5. When he’s back from the army

* Onew - Suddenly comes up behind you, hugs you and says “Did you wait long?”
* Jonghyun - Hugs you, tells you he missed you and also says “How am I? Isn’t oppa cooler?”
* Kibum - Smiles widely and says “Did you wait a long time?”
* Minho - Gets rid of his flaming charisma, smiles and hugs you while saying “I missed you”
* Taemin - Flies over and hugs you and says “I’m finally back!”

6. When you confess your love to him

* Onew - Listens quietly and then hugs you
* Jonghyun - Confesses together with you
* Kibum - Thanks you and gives you a present
* Minho - Takes you somewhere else and confesses his love.
* Taemin - Says he’s going to confess, too

7. When you’re crying in front of your house

* Onew - Holds you and comforts you
* Jonghyun - Comforts you, and then watches you go into the house
* Kibum - Takes you to his house and comforts you there
* Minho - Hugs you until you stop crying
* Taemin - Stays still and then cautiously talks to you

8. When you doze off on the bus

* Onew - Falls asleep first and leans on you
* Jonghyun - Falls asleep together with you, wakes up suddenly and puts his jacket over you
* Kibum - Watches you quietly
* Minho - Sits you on his lap
* Taemin - Wakes you up and tells you to sleep at home

9. After your date, when you go home

* Onew - Asks “Do you want me to take you home?”
* Jonghyun - Says “Let’s go” and nothing else and takes you home
* Kibum - Says “Is your house big? Did you clean your room?” and nags you all the way until your house
* Minho - Says nothing and takes you home
* Taemin - Says “Nuna, I’m scared! I’ll call you so go home by yourself!” and goes home by himself

10. When you say you’re cold

* Onew - Takes his coat off for you
* Jonghyun - Buys you a windbreaker
* Kibum - Takes you into a warm coffee shop and buys you coffee
* Minho - Puts his coat around both of you
* Taemin - Says he’s cold and asks you to take off your coat for him

11. When you say you’re exhausted

* Onew - Asks you if you’re okay and pats your back
* Jonghyun - Tells you to cry if you’re exhausted
* Kibum - Asks what happened
* Minho - Holds you
* Taemin - Suddenly turns into Power Taemin and holds you tightly

12. When you’re walking together

* Onew - Holds your hand tightly
* Jonghyun - Says “You’re really pretty from the side…” and keeps staring at you
* Kibum - Keeps chattering
* Minho - Stares at you with his flaming charisma
* Taemin - Acts cute and talks with you

13. When you say there’s something in your eye

* Onew - Blows on your eye
* Jonghyun - Says “Stop joking” but blows on your eye anyway
* Kibum - Hits the back of your head until you cry
* Minho - Melts the dust with his flaming charisma
* Taemin - Says “I think there’s something in my eye too~” and has you blow on his eye

14. When SHINee comes over when you’re coming out of school

* Onew - Asks if you’re hungry and buys you food
* Jonghyun - Suddenly holds your hand and walks together
* Kibum - Packs lunch for you and feeds you
* Minho - Shoots flaming charisma while he walks over
* Taemin - Holds your hand and says “did you miss oppa?”

15. When you say you want this and that

* Onew - Buys for you without hesitation
* Jonghyun - Says “No! I don’t have money~” and buys something slightly cheaper
* Kibum - Says “Save money!” but buys it the next day and leaves it front of your house
* Minho - Glares at you with his flaming charisma
* Taemin - Says “Oppa doesn’t have money~” and begs you to buy it for him

16. When you ignore all his calls and texts for a day

* Onew - Has texted you 50 times and called you 50 times
* Jonghyun - Has texted you 20 times and called you 60 times and then ran over to your house
* Kibum - Has texted you 3 times, called you 20 times and ran over to your house
* Minho - Has texted you 20 times, called you 100 times and then consistently asks you the next day what you did the day before
* Taemin - Has texted you 2 times, called you 3 times and then comes over and cries, asking why you ignored him

17. When you cry

* Onew - Holds you and comforts you
* Jonghyun - Suddenly becomes serious, pats your back and says, “Don’t cry…”
* Kibum - Says “Aigoo, my baby, don’t cry”
* Minho - Says scarily, “Who made you cry”
* Taemin - Cries with you, saying, “Nuna, why are you crying?”

18. When you’re laughing crazily because of something really funny

* Onew - Shocked, says “Ba..baby…”
* Jonghyun - Laughs crazily AT you
* Kibum - Scolds you, saying, “A girl shouldn’t laugh like that”
* Minho - Says nothing and makes you feel awkward
* Taemin - Laughs crazily WITH you

19. When you gift him with a sweater you’ve made yourself

* Onew - Extremely touched, says “Wow… Baby, thanks…”
* Jonghyun - Complains that it looks weird, but wears it extremely often
* Kibum - Confused, says, “Huh, I never taught you stuff like this”
* Minho - Only says “thanks”
* Taemin - Acts cute to show his gratitude

20. When you kiss him on the cheek

* Onew - Blushes brightly but kisses you
* Jonghyun - Says, “You started it” and kisses you deeply
* Kibum - Gets shocked and says, “Oh my god, what’re you doing”
* Minho - Clears his throat and makes the situation awkward
* Taemin - Sprouts nosebleed

21. When you’re with him at a swimming pool in a bikini and guys stare at you

* Onew - Puts a towel over you silently
* Jonghyun - Curses everyone out silently
* Kibum - Starts scolding you, “What were you thinking?!”
* Minho - Scares everyone with his flaming charisma so no one can stare.
* Taemin - Says “Nuna, I don’t like sexy women” and makes you go change

22. When you call suddenly really late at night

* Onew - Woke up because of your call and is sleepy, but says he wasn’t sleeping and stays on the phone with you
* Jonghyun - Says “who told you to call this late” but sings you a sweet lullaby
* Kibum - Nags you about waking up because of you, but all of a sudden you realize he’s been talking more than you have
* Minho - Worries about you because you aren’t asleep yet
* Taemin - Is very honest and tells you he’s sleepy and is going to go to sleep

23. During the finals week, when you’ve studied at school until really late and call him to take you home

* Onew - Asks you where you are, runs over as fast as he can and brings hot cocoa with him
* Jonghyun - Tells you that he’s too tired and it’s too much work, so you’re walking home alone upset, but suddenly appears and wraps his arm around you to surprise you
* Kibum - Says “Since when do you study?” but also says “Don’t go anywhere”
* Minho - Before you call him, he calls you to ask if you want to get picked up
* Taemin - Comes over in his mom’s car to give you a ride

24. When you show up wearing a really short skirt

* Onew - Clears his throat because he doesn’t know where to keep his gaze
* Jonghyun - Says “Sheesh… I don’t know what to do with you..” and takes off his jacket to tie it around your front and walks closely behind you
* Kibum - Hits you and says he won’t hang out with you if you dress like this again
* Minho - Doesn’t say anything, but every time a guy stares at you glares at them with his flaming charisma
* Taemin - Very honestly says, “Wow, your legs are really pretty, nuna”

25. When you’re in pain in because of really high heels

* Onew - Suddenly takes you to a bench, sits you down and gives you a foot massage
* Jonghyun - Goes into a store, buys a pair of cheap slippers for himself and gives you his sneakers
* Kibum - Nags you about it, suddenly gives you a piggy back ride, but doesn’t stop nagging
* Minho - Stares at you for a while with his flaming charisma, then kneels down and tells you “Get on”
* Taemin - Doesn’t know what to do because you’re hurting

26. When you say, “Let’s break up”

* Onew - Says nothing except “Good bye” and then when you turn your back smiles sadly and cries
* Jonghyun - Says “Let me hold you for the last time” and then lets you go, but cries his eyes out when you’re gone
* Kibum - Suddenly stops joking around and asks you if you’re joking and says he won’t let you go
* Minho - Stares at you, and when you turn around takes your arm and tells you not to go
* Taemin - Whines, asks why and says no like a child

27. After you’ve broken up

* Onew - Makes sure you don’t know, but visits the front of your house and stares at your window
* Jonghyun - Calls you when he’s drunk and cries his heart out
* Kibum - Texts you things like “You really aren’t going to see me?” “I miss you” “I can’t let you go”
* Minho - Calls anonymously and hangs up after he hears your voice
* Taemin - Cries because he doesn’t know what to do after the first person that he fell in love with dumped him

2010-08-31T10:41:00.002+08:00

jux gt back frm grandma hse
damn tired!!
goin back evergreen later

2010-08-26T01:17:00.002+08:00

tese few days had been stayin at meina hse
i brought my b2st n Lucifer cd already!!!
wahahhahahahah
damn happi la
learnin korean in progress

2010-08-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

Spending My Day At Hm!!!
Enjoyin watchin HELLO BABY
Nw Listenin To Beast(B2st) Album!!!
wahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahhahahahaha!!!

2010-08-20T15:44:00.002+08:00

quite long nv blog le
stayin at hm and watch MTV B2st
omg
damn nice
hahaha

2010-08-11T20:18:00.002+08:00

todae
meet jasling at marsling
train to bishan to meet the girls
beo was ok
den poa
groupin sucks ok!!!
lifeskills
cleaning n thinkin abt wat to do for our project
lunch at 514
den went j8
back to sch by cab cos raining like damn heavily
doin project
off to buy bb tea
den train back hm
back hm
off for a nap
damn tired la
dinner
n nw goin to do my project

2010-08-10T15:15:00.002+08:00

ytd
woke up at 1++
help mum wif lunch
n watchin asia festival
omg
gt snsd,super junior n big bang
hahhaah
fall aslp
den leon call me
say wan go see fireworks meetin atr 6
i was like
u called me at 4-45 n u say meet at admiralty at 6???
reach admiralty
saw leon,jos,shijie,yang,ben,elson n pang
went to marina square
sit at the kopitiam eatin n seein fireworks
it is so so so so nice la
ong
im so into it
den go play fishin den play pool
louis came
n shijie make so many idiot jokes
n everyone laughin like siao
last train backto woodlands
chattin
den ben receive a weird message
den ben look a bit scare
i dunno
walked back hm wif yang
thxs 4 sendin me hm...
back hm
bathe
slp at sis rm
cos she assked me to slp wif her

2010-08-04T22:03:00.002+08:00

todae
went for 9 am lesson
poa
result for my test is ok
den lpdx
keep singin songs
hahhaha
off to kranji for lunch
den went to jin wen's hse to slack
cab to sch
havin rehearsal
den went for tchoukball
didnt bring my clothes
wth
dad send mi hse

short n easy
cos lazy to post

2010-08-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

todae
meet jasling n wanjee go sch
meet the girls den go buy bb tea
pie was interestin wif jos jokes
den beo
went 4 lunch
den go find teacher
project
listening to song n doin project
train back hm
reach hm
watch tv
went to woodland mart wif mum
for dinner n shop
rush back hm to watch 9pm show

2010-07-28T12:49:00.003+08:00

2010-07-28T12:41:00.002+08:00

Ytd
wake up at 10++
watch tv n get changed to go to sch
meet the girls
zhen yun n wanjee pei me go j8
went to buy bb tea n ssushi
reach sch
help shijie buy the product his class sell
den off to lesson
pie was ok
beo
teacher nv come
so we gt break
project
after sch
went city hall wif emma
den go find cousin n his friends
off to PLC
cab to grandma hse
waitin for dad to fetch me hm

i'm bored!!!
didnt went to sch

2010-07-26T20:33:00.001+08:00

2010-07-26T20:17:00.003+08:00

todae
im nearly late for sch
n i cab to sch
project
doin nth
but onli revisin poa
break
tokin about ghosts
poa
beo
back admiralty wif the guys
back hm
watch tv
n mum brought fish n chip for dinner
nw
im bored n tired
thinkin abt things

2010-07-22T14:03:00.003+08:00

ytd
meet the girls at circle line
n go to sch together
first period
beo
smsin all the way
den 2 period of poa
doin assigmernt
den went canteen for lunch
den went suntec for the gardenin thinggy
went to marina square mac to look for jos louis n sky
wif zhenyun daniel n pearly
went play pool
den meet the girls at bugis
went to celebrate jasling birthday
den cab to novena
train back to bishan
cos its been days sinces i see n chat wif the guys face to face
bt in the end i'm back to woodlands alone
i really dunno hw to commuincate wif u anymore
everytime wanna tok nicely to u
u always tok back to me like...
cant u jux tok nicely to me like hw u tok to others
why u onli do this me
maybe times really can change a person ba
i'm nolonger wif u guys
i really dunno wat to do anymore!!!
WHO CAN HELP ME...
went hospital n i'm back at hm at abt 2-3

todae
didnt go to sch
damn tired
went clinic n shop n save
bk hm!
goin out later

2010-07-20T20:52:00.003+08:00

SHINee's new album!!! LUCIFER

todae
wake up at 10++
bathe
changed
n bathe miki
off to bishan wif emma
went to look for ear piece de buds wif zhen yun n wan jee
den meet jin wen n pearly
lunch at food junction
off to buy jasling birthday cake wif wan jee
den the rest went to buy ballon for her
while zhen yun go meet zhen yun at interchange
cab to sch
gave jasling a surprise
n gt scolded by teacher
pie was ok
laughin so much wif jos n louis
beo was ok
didnt gt my book cos raining heavily n lazy
so facebook
project
finally doin our work!!!
quite happy
train back hm
brought miki to clinic for injection
n mac back hm
damn damn tired
finally noe wat to wear tmr
nw usin lappy
later have to iron dad's clothes

2010-07-16T13:17:00.002+08:00

todae
had a stomachache n woke up at 6+
damn pain la
changed n packed my bag
off to bishan
meet the girls again
den go to sch together
first period
poa
poa was okay
hapily chattin wif teacher after lesson
pie
was boring
off for s&w
s&w was ok
do running
training
volleyball n a little bit of badminton
hahaha
damn tired
n nt feelin well
went canteen 4 lunch
actually wan go j8 to buy my working shoes
bt didnt manage to buy
cos rainin
after eatin
went to games area to rest
nw havin project
bt onli a few ppll were here!!!
BORED N TIRED!!!

someone say i had grown up
becos i can live without them
maybe this way is better
no arguement no nothing
so do watever u wan
i dun wanna care anymore!

2010-07-15T21:34:00.003+08:00

todae
meet the girls at circle line
off to sch
poa was ok
den project
didnt go for project cos all late already
off to junction8 for lunch
den go comics connection buy SHINee things
den hop around
back to sch for lesson
after sch
bk hm n slp
didnt go out
nw
watchin tv n seein SHINee's photos!!!

nth

2010-07-12T22:57:00.001+08:00

Nw watching tv wif mum. I dunno why this Few days feel so nt rite. So uncomfortable. Maybe I'm no longer important. Haiz!!! Dunno why u feel like tis!!! WATS WRONG WIF ME???

2010-07-12T18:32:00.002+08:00

nw watchin hello baby
watch till nearly cry
the farewell part so saddening
haiz!!!
didnt go to sch todae
cos tired n stomachache
den woke up n use lappy

nw
try nt to go out wif them so much
i dunno why
jux gt a feelin tat is nt rite there
n i dunno wat to say

blank

2010-07-09T00:26:00.001+08:00

I'm.tired of this. Jux pretending like nth happen becos i dun wanna spoil everything. I really hope to be like before!!! Rid is all I hope for. And pls stop forcin me! I'm goin crazy!!!

2010-07-06T14:56:00.002+08:00

nw doin nth in b3-06
my lao turtle is so irritating
and she say my voice is so sexy!!!
wahahhahaha
later havin project!
GOIN TO SEE MISS PHUA EVERYDAY!!!
WTF!!!
n goin cotton on wif lao turtle later!!!
bye!!!
Lazy to post le

MIA

2010-07-06T00:54:00.001+08:00

Nw usin itouch to blog. had been workin at Texas for six days! Damn tired. Goin sch tmr. Hope sch is fine!!!

2010-06-28T22:38:00.001+08:00

BK FRM CHALET

BK FRM TCHOUKBALL

GOIN WORK TMR

2010-06-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

finally gt to go out wif them tmr
went marina square to play pool n went just acia eat dinner
off to watch toy story3 3D
quite ok la
bt my contct lense makes mi cry la
damn pain la
my tears majiam free flow 1
back to admiralty
ice cream for dessert
den slack awhile
my damn fuckin pain n red
back hm
take out contact lense
damn damn pain
bathe
chat wif meina n yufen wif my eyes closed
n i fall aslp at 4++5

woke up at 11 plus
thxs to mum
damn tired
off to jurong for lunch
den back hm
den the guys come
slp~~
dinner wif parents n god sis n bro
went imm shop
hahah
brought lots of things
jux gt back hm

2010-06-18T04:55:00.002+08:00

things changes went they go to work
my attitude n any more
haiz
i jux wan ppl to pei me
it is wrong?
maybe its me again ba
this few days
when i wan go find them
dunno why feel so weird
heart beats so fast
nt like last time le
i have been thinkin
maybe is my problem ba
n i;mm sorri tat i mistaken u guys
i really dunno why i will be like tat
i jux cant control
feelin so uneasy this few days
i onli can say
hope everything will be fine soon
i really dunno wat to say to u guys
maybe u all jux wont noe about it
haiz
didnt even noe should i go to chalet anot
everyday thinkin tat
is it becos i didnt treat u guys gd enough or wat
is it my problem?
i already did my best
i dun wanna treaat u guys badly
i really dun wanna do tat
bt i dunno why it always turn out this way
i onli wanna laugh n tok to u guys like other ppl do
bt i always cant
i maybe smiling outside but cryin insidde
i dun wan u guys to pity me den treat me well
i really dunwan
i jux need friends tat show mw tat they care
i onli need u guys to say"dun go n find him!"
is it tat difficult?
maybe to u guys its difficult ba
i also dun wanna think so much but i really cant
things are flashin here n there like nobody business
i dunno wanna tell u guys anot
always thinkin "hows work? got any scoldin todae?"
maybe im jux too busybody
shouldnt think so much 4 u guys
i noe im always so chong dong
i really dunno why
I REALLY DUNNO!!!
DUNNO WAT TO DO!!!
DUNNO HOW TO REACT!!!
DUNNO TO CRY OR WAT!!!
I REALLY DUNNO!!!
i'm always tryin not to cry!
dut the tear jux fall like this

dun wanna say so many things le

my day is jux

2010-06-11T19:46:00.002+08:00

ytd
went to slack at rc
train to expo to find the guys
see them workin make mi smile
wait for them to finish work
den bus back woodlands
slack under my blk
den back hm
watch fa zheng xian fong2
watch till 4 plus
den off to bed
wokeup at 4 plus
den emma call me to work frm tmr onward
nw usin com

2010-06-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

todae
all the guys come my hse to slack
watchin 10 promises to my dog
i cry like hell la
play mahjong n poker
back in my rm
fall aslp
den went to admiralty for dinner
den slack wif wenjun,pang,sylvia,emma n meina
back hm
usin com
nw bloggin n chat wif hongbin in facebook

2010-06-08T15:23:00.000+08:00

KILL MI!!!
thay are workin frm 9-18
I WILL BE BORED TO DEATH!!!

2010-06-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

Life is Short!!!
Cherish eveythink and everyone!!!
Dun Regret After They Are Gone!!!

Jux Feel like sayin this
dunno why

todae
first day of work
meet the guys at 913 bus stop
den off to work
blah X3
after work
train back to woodlands
damn tired, so slp in the train
went 755 to slack
back hm
bathe
tok wif mum n dad
nw usin com
!!!BORED N TIRED!!!

2010-06-04T03:02:00.000+08:00

Spendin my time at sentosa todae
quite fun n tiring!!!

2010-05-31T14:21:00.001+08:00

todae
went to sch wif the guys
study for efc in train
den go sch
went to class
efc plaper was ok
back hm wiif them
fuckin dulan!!!

2010-05-30T16:43:00.001+08:00

todae
my mum's birthday
nw i'm at hm wif wenjun,yang, pang,shijie
bunch of crazy ppl

2010-05-28T01:04:00.001+08:00

i'm bored n tired!!!

2010-05-23T15:55:00.002+08:00

lets start frm wed
went to sch wif shijie n i reach sch at 11
end sch at 1
den slack in canteen
tchoukball meeting
den off to tchoukball training
after training
went to bathe
den go 514 eat
chit chat till 9++ 10
back hm
so tired
but have to hang clothes fold clothes
den go clear hamster de thing
off to bed

thursday
cab to sch wif shijie
cos i'm late
reach class
doin assignments
and i'm hungry
but sebrina ng nv give break
went for cs class
doin script
den went back woodlands wif shijie
off to 768 to cut hair
den go 755 look for wenjun,marcus,xiaopang
at night
went for dinner at 768 wif yang, shijie n yufen
back hm
do things n off to bed

friday
dun nid go sch
so doin cross stitch the whole day

saturday
yang n shijiebuy food for me to eat
den meet others at 913 bus stop
off to marina square
pool
i buy dead sea de products
quite expensive but nice to use
went for dinner at justacia
marcus eat 4 bowls of rice la
n he say he damn full
hahaha
train back to admiralty
den walked back my blk
slackdownstairs
back hm

todae
went lunch wif mum n dad
back hm
later go fly kite
hahahah

pics will be up soon

2010-05-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

todae
woke up up at 8++
reach bishan at 0933
go find shijie
cos he veri bored
off to class for osa test
my com shut down by its own la
i was like...
somemore i nv save lor
luckily i print le
lunch in sch
cs
playin poker
n the guys bully jonathon
i was like laughin like crazy
efc
rushin
doin assignments
after sch
off to causeway n wait for sis
off to west mall to buy cake for aunnt
off to aunt hse
playin wif nephew
den cake as dessert
jux gt back hm
1 word to say
TIRED!!!

2010-05-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

todae
went to sch wif wenjun
bpf test was ok
den playin poker durin bpf till 1
den went home
meet the guys at causeway
sakae for lunch cum dinner
den go play pool
back to 755
smack cup cake on shijie
hahaa
back hm
nw yang n shijie slpin at my sofA,
TMR OSA TEST!!!

2010-05-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

TMR HAVN BPF TEST!!!
STUDY!!!

2010-05-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

todae
i'm late for sch
cab to sch
$13.
take donuts den went to hall for s&w
playin volley
wanjee make mi laugh like hell
cos she laugh so evil
hahha
break wif zhenyun n daniel
den off to bpf
after doin went j8 find pang
cos guangwei wan buy hamster for hi gf
go help him settle the tings
cab to guang wei hse
help him do hamsters de ting
den cab back to woodlands wif pang
back hm
went for nap
wake up
dinner den fold tonnes of clothes
n iron tonns of clothes
bring miki go poo poo
i'm bored at hm!!!
wanna go out tmr!!!

2010-05-13T22:33:00.002+08:00

todae
went to sch at 8++
reach sch at 9.30
went to find emma den go for thoukball meeting
tokin about team bonding n etc
after meetin
went to canteen
doin cs de hw
den play wif my lappy
off to cs lesson
den go efc
back hm
bathe
den meet the guys at bb court
slack till 7++
den go hm for dinner
brought miki go dinner n go meina hse
back hm
damn tired
but still need to iron tonns of clothes

2010-05-12T21:48:00.004+08:00

todae

went to sch wif wenjun

lifeskills

tokin about relationship

so started to tink abt tings

break

eat at canteen

laugh like hell

cos we=anjee n litong laugh so funny

bpf was ok

doin work

den play itouch

so guai

brought a thumbdrive n a earpiece

it cost me 30

osa

doin revision

den went canteen to meet emma

de kenn came

he look to gl mi la

thoukball was ok

daniel hit my head

i was like

abit headache

den went to bathe

actually went for dinner wif them

so lookin forward on tat

bt 1 fuckin person make mi fuckin dulan wif him

2010-05-10T23:54:00.003+08:00

todae

went to sch wif wenjun n jos

den went to class for efc

catching up wif the class

bpf

playin wif lousi itouch for the whole period

teacher start scolding

off for lunch wif wenjun

den go j8 wif turtle

bank in money n go buy rubber band cos damn hot

off to osa

doin mock test

stuck at multilevel

louis n mi damn stress

hahaha

in the end both of us nv finish

wenjun make a joke todae

he came in my class n he didnt relise tat he came in the wrong class

hahahahahah

i laugh like hell la

after lesson go chat wif emma n wenjun

den go find marcus n co

they doin roleplay

den chat wif serena

after tat

back to woodlands n play bb

chattin wif tk

den the guys go do things

wenjun n marcus de team work damn gd

chat wif tk about lots of things

den ben n elson wait for a long time

ps ar...

den waited for shijie

off to my hse for mac

mum is back n she went insane

scoldin like nobody business

haiz

jux finish checkin miki's body for fleas

nw postin

n i'm tired

2010-05-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

ytd
went to drink at sara's
n play pool
thinkin about things
den went roti prata house for supper
back to woodlands at 2++3
den the guys went to slackk at my blk downstairs
n i didnt slack
back hm
bathe
off to bed

todae
went for lunch wif parents
den accompany dad go work first
den dad wan go 768 cut hair
so accompany him
after tat went to fetch shijie
cos he have no umbrella
it rain so heavily todae
went he come my hse
n he fall aslp
nw watchiin xin guang da dao

SCH TMR!!!

2010-05-08T15:44:00.002+08:00

ytd
spendin my morning wif shijie n yang
mac for lunch
marcus came
den shijie and yang sing
"wo ai de ren, bu shi wo de ai ren,
ta xin li mei yi chun, dou su yu ling yi ke ren"
isit it obvious
tats the ans
n wat can i say
i really feel like cryin when i heard tat
den i went to causeway point to shan xin
lookin at tings n thinkin of things
in the end it still him in my mind
haiz
went admiralty
wan go bank in money bt machine spoil
so brought drinks back for them
and i really dun wish to see him there
bt hes there.
den it started to rain
and i went back hm
thinkin about hings and went for a nap
woke up
went for dinner wif parents n sis
den go fetch meina cm mi hse
help shijie buy dinner
den slack at mi hse

todae
qoke up at 11 plus
den yang call
he ssay wan come mi hse
den he buy food for mi n wenjun came
nw the guys should be tat void deck slack ba
haiz
tonite goin upper thomas to drink
maybe i will be drinkin quite alot ba
all he have in his mind is her
wat for waitin for him
im onli wasting my time
wat is so gd about him
gt hurt n i still go bk to him

u guys are my priority
bt im onli ur options

2010-05-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

2010-05-06T14:02:00.002+08:00

ytd
meet wenjun n jos at admiralty
first time he wait for me
went to sch
den go lpdx
doin project
my grp doin ILLUMINATI
the class is so into it!!!
quite happi
n im veri interested to it too
louis gave me a packet of sweets
thxs
den playin poker during cs
lunch at pizzahut wif the girls
den turtle pei mi go buy shampoo for thoukball
back to pizzahut
after eatin
back to sch
bpf was ok
doin my work quite well
osa
doin 2 assignment onli
playin pool
den go student hub find wenjun n shijie
ready for thoukball
while praticing i fall la
so ps la
but quite fun
after training
called kenn to come find mi
den tok
off to bathe
den the guys pei emma n mi go eat
den train back hm
i thinkk i'm goin crazy le
!!!
walk back hm wif shijie
den yang come mi hse
help shijie do script
den they went back hm
i'm off to bed till 12++
and i'm late for sch!!!

2010-05-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

todae
woke up at 8++
den stomach damn pain lor
pain tao dunno wat to say
cos come tat 1
went to sch alone
and osa was the first period
so borin la
den break
went to canteen n look for wenjun they all
den they pei mi go coffee shop eat
den cs
went to pei shijie
den skip efc
see them playin cs
n i'm playin itouch
back to woodlands
see themplayin bb
and i join cos feel like slpin
n my stomach dammn pain
bk home
bathe
went yang hse
skipX3
bk home

2010-05-02T21:38:00.003+08:00

ytd
went for melissa's wedding
she so beautiful lor
ahahaha
she gt the xinfu de smile
so happi for her
cousin send mi go bugis n take train to marina square
den sseee them play pool
den i go starbucks wif yang
buy muffins for them
went mac for dinner
den they go arcade play
train bk to admiralty
so dulan wif someone
dunwanna state the name
onli the 1s who js close to mi they will noe is who
back hm
bathe
bring miki go pee
den bk hm
went to bed

todae
woke up at 12++
hang clothes n do miki de things
off to marsling for lunch
bk hm
n went to find the guys at bb court
see them playin bb
n im chattin wif serena
tok about lots of tings
wenjun n shijie go buy maggi n came my hse
cook maggi for them
n we watch tv
they jux went bk
n nw...damn bored
n tired

2010-04-30T20:54:00.002+08:00

todae
went for breakfast
s&w was ok
playin volleyball
n accidentally hit pearly face
called wenjun n help him buy lunch
didnt went to bpf
went student hub wif wenjun n shijie
they play cs n i play wenjun's itouch
back to woodlands at 3++
buy food for sis
den back home
wenjun n shijie jux lay on mi bed lor
...
went to bathe
n shijie fall aslp
den i see wenjun play game
n i fall aslp for awhile
den yang n marcus came
went to bb court
benny came
see them play match
shuai man
back hm
den wash miki de cage n mop the kitchen
now watchin tv
tmr cousin's wedding
so happi for her
hahaha
she has been waitin for tis day for so long
hahahaha
=)

2010-04-28T19:38:00.002+08:00

todae
woke up at 7++
meet marcus n wenjun under wenjun's blk
waited for wen jun for a long time
marcus gettin frustrated
so he call wenjun n scold him
hahaha
walked to admiralty
train to sch
lifeskills is boring
den mika called mi
went to meet her
miss her lor...
she so busy this few months
cs was ok
catchin up wif everyone
break
went yoshinoya for lunch
den louis join us
take a walk at junction8
den back to sch
bpf changed to efc
blashX3
after sch
they came mi hse
first time seein wenjun carryin my dog
lol
so funny
he keep go disturb marcus
n seein them playin wif miki make mi laugh
nw usin laptop n watchin tv

2010-04-27T18:42:00.001+08:00

nw usin laptop...
bored...
n the guys are in my hse
they nw playin dai di
wenjun keep winning
the others are so stress
hahah

2010-04-26T23:03:00.003+08:00

MIKI

todae

woke up at 7plus

went sch wif wenjun

raining heavily
efc was ok...

quite borin

=P

bpf

havin test

fuck!!! dunno hw to do!!!

die...

break

havin lunch wif zhen yun,jos,wenjun n shijie

osa

spendin mi time playin pool master

went library to do project

meet the guys at platform...

haiz...so long

fallin asleep at there

went back home

bring miki go pee

he keep disturbin ppl play bb

lol

quite angry at first

bt in the end

it look funny to mi

hahahha

back home

bathe miki

den go bathe

watch tv wif sis

ironing clothes

nw usin laptop

2010-04-25T15:19:00.001+08:00

todae
woke up at 11 plus
hahahhahahahahah
so early
bring mickey go pee
den help to do hse chores
play if mickey n go find the guys
nw
HOT HOT HOT
the weather sucks

2010-04-24T14:02:00.002+08:00

heehee
finally gt to post at hm
haiz
gt mi laptop
finally gt to do mi project
nw wen jun n shijie at mi hase
i dun feel like goin out le...
so tired
haiz
so many things to do
n so many things to think
tired!!!

2010-04-12T13:16:00.002+08:00

spendin my holidays at hm thinkin about lots of tings
finally let it go
xXclapXx
yimin is free
hahaha
todae is the first day of sch reopen n the first day of shijie's ite life
haha
see him havin orientation make mi think of jan
haha
nw havin osa!
will be back soon!

2010-04-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

thinkin about lots of things
jux hope tat wont happen
haiz
gettin farther frm them
maybe its gd
onli someone will ask mi down
others onli will call.........
dun mention
the one involve will noe
dunwanna say so much
cos it dosent matters to the ones involve
end here

chattin wif lao turtle is gd
maybe shes rite
goin my own way is better!

2010-04-05T20:59:00.001+08:00

spedin mi day at home
nt feelin well
havin a great pain la!!!
i love this sentence

i hope i'm important to you, like how you're to me

2010-04-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

todae
class outtin
havin a terrible headache
haiz
went play bowling n laser quest
quite fun but tiring
back to woodland
brought someone's gift den go MFM
blahX3

there are things i cant say
there are things i cant see
there are thingd i cant hear
maybe it will be gd like tat

2010-03-29T17:31:00.002+08:00

spendin my holidays at grandma hse
doin things to make mi forget about things
it works
onli when im busy
haha
kai tong le
so nt gotta think so much things
haha
hes no longer important to mi
haha
♥♥♥

2010-03-27T13:42:00.002+08:00

ytd
apwndin my whole day at hm
doin things
went to farmart for dinner
den went henderson waves
play poker n uno
back grandma hse at 1++2

todae was the first time i dun wanna go find the guys
maybe next time this will happen lots of time ba
haha

2010-03-26T03:15:00.002+08:00

There's SO SO many things inbetween us
especially ...
(dun ask who)
no 1 will guess it rite!
so many things u lie to mi
bt i chose to kept quiet
cos if i say it
everything will TOTALLY change!
100%
haizz...
ITS OBVIOUS!

had dinner wif wenjun n shijie
so gay man them
haha=X

2010-03-26T03:12:00.001+08:00

spendin my holidays with the guys
so tiring
went play pool wif them guys nw
mum back home
so sian
haiz!!!

2010-03-22T13:52:00.017+08:00

shijie playin pool! so serious!!!

wenjun tham n shijie

meina n mi at pool

Sakae Sushi

meina n yu fen

yi ling n baby kenji

BABY KENJI!!!

2010-03-22T13:40:00.002+08:00

19 mar
sch
back home bathe
n meet the guys at 768
den go causeway celebrate meina's birthday
brought things for her
wat she wan i buy
watch movie
den give her a surprise
haaha
play bb

20 mar
meet shijie at 911
den meet wenjun at b&s
went marina
brought oreo cheesecake for meina
den go play pool
zave came
after play pool
den go catch things
i catch a minnie mouse
2 ben & jerry ice-cream
haha
wenjun catch a snoppy for mi
went just acia for dinner
brought food back for sis
den play mahjong
bathe
off to bed

20 mar
the guys come my hse play mahjong
FOR 5 HRS!!!
den play bb for half n hour
back home
vacuum the floor
mop the floor
bathe
cook dinner
watch tv
iron dad's clothes
read book
off to bed

todae
someone knock on mi door at 8++
haiiz
back to bed till 12++
mac for lunch

nw usin com

2010-03-16T23:53:00.001+08:00

Giving Up Doesn't Always Mean You Are Weak,

Sometimes It Jux Means You Are Strong Enough To Let It Go!!!

2010-03-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

todae
spendin my day on exams
haiz
hope tat i gt great marks!!!
back home wif emma,wenjun n marcus
den they come mi hse
cos no bb
shijie came
off to bb court
see they playin soccer
haha
so funny
back home
off for dinner wif family
tv
nw usin com!!!
thxs to someone!!!
he lie to mi!!!

2010-03-15T14:27:00.002+08:00

ytd
spendin my day playin bb in the rain
haiz
tired
back hm
gt scoldin cos i'm so wet la
haha
went causeway wif mum n sis
mum brought LG lollipop phone
n we brought another phone for dad
i cant wait for my fone to gt repaired
faster!!!
back hm
watchin tv
den sweep the floor
off to bed

FRIDA***
i brought A PLUTO!!!

todae
went to sch wif jasling n wanjee
sis happily watchin tv
cos she havin holiday
haiz
off to sch
bpf was ok
lunch break
nw osa

MY COM IS SPOIL!!!

2010-03-12T20:32:00.002+08:00

todae
went sch wif jaslin
first period
s&w
haiz
run 2.4
15 mins plus
den go for sit n reach
46 onli
haiz
break
see xp alone so go find him
in the end they pissed mi off
suan liao
muz be more cheerful ba
let the past be the past
haha
back home
n i have no key
thinkin about things while waitin for dad to come back hm

seein my hamster sufferin n i cant help
so xin tong
i onli can look at her n touch her
tis is the first time i feel so useless
n i cant do anything

2010-03-10T15:08:00.002+08:00

todae
rainin heavily outside
meet jasling n wanjee at admiralty
saw my shuai ge
haha
cab to sch
lifeskill was borin
break
cs
went j8 for a walk
back to sch
BPF
nw havin OSA
so so tired!!!

2010-03-09T22:38:00.001+08:00

Artist: 小宇 Xiao Yu
Song: 想你的習慣 The Habit of Thinking About You
Album: Honey & Clover OST

就這樣簡單你走過來
jiu zhe yang jian dan ni zou guo lai
Just like that you simply walked over here
而我終于明白了
er wo zhong yu ming bai le
And I finally understood
自己爲何要存在
zi ji wei he yao cun zai
Why I wanted to exist
慢慢的我已經離不開
man man de wo yi jing li bu kai
Slowly, I am already unable to leave
因爲我已愛上你了
yin wei wo yi ai shang ni le
Because I�ve already fallen in love with you
沒有任何原因的
mei you ren he yuan yin de
Without any reason
如果我說愛你
ru guo wo shuo ai ni
If I said �Love you�
能不能永遠相信
neng bu neng yong yuan xiang xin
Would you believe me forever?

*這一天我想跟著你
zhe yi tian wo xiang gen zhe ni
This day, I want to be with you
跟你說你最愛的笑話
gen ni shuo ni zui ai de xiao hua
Tell you my most loved joke
我想以後都能在一起
wo xiang yi hou dou neng zai yi qi
Afterward, I think we will always be together
每天想著你已變成習慣
mei tian xiang zhe ni yi bian cheng xi guan
Thinking of you everyday has turned into a habit
一直幻想你在我身邊
yi zhi huan xiang ni zai wo shen bian
Always fantasizing that you are by my side
牽著你的手
qian zhe ni de shou
Holding your hand
我和你甜蜜地走
wo he ni tian mi de zou
Me and you, sweetly walking

世界寬得有一些無奈
shi jie kuan de you yi xie wu nai
One cannot help that the world is vast
你和我只有一個
ni he wo zhi you yi ge
You and I only have one
該怎麽不怕孤單
gai zen me bu pa gu dan
How can we not fear loneliness
說好了我們都要勇敢
shuo hao le wo men dou yao yong gan
We�ve said it. We need to be brave.
就算不小心迷路了
jiu suan bu xiao xin mi lu le
Even if we�re not careful and get lost
也能夠聽見你的
ye neng gou ting jian ni de
and can only hear you
如果我說愛你
ru guo wo shuo ai ni
If I said �Love You�
能不能永遠相信
neng bu neng yong yuan xiang xin
Would you believe me forever?

Repeat *

找到你的幸運多完美
zhao dao ni de xing yun duo wan mei
Found your good luck how perfect is it
所有感覺多特別
suo you gan jue duo te bie
All of these feelings are more special
想帶你走到世界邊緣
xiang dai ni zou dao shi jie bian yuan
Want to lead you away to a faraway world
未來不變
wei lai bu bian
The future will not change

Repeat *

我和你甜蜜地走
wo he ni tian mi de zou
Me and you, sweetly walking

2010-03-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

2010-03-09T22:03:00.004+08:00

i really dunno wat to say k
i told u guys tat i'm nt in a good mood liao
if i didnt say u guys gt eyes to see rite
fuckin pissed off
dun wanna say wat happen
cos when i start sayin i will be more angry
hope tmr will be a better day!

2010-03-07T23:49:00.002+08:00

todae
spendin my whole day at home
so sick
so tired
wenjun n yang came at 3++ i think
den they went play bb wif pang
den they came back to my hse to cook 10 packets of maggi
they can finish it can
haha
revising till nw

my teo jie dong xiao didi grow up le
haha
didnt see him like this before
haha
♥♥♥

ALL THE BEST !!!
TO WHOS IS HAVIN EXAM TMR!!!

2010-03-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

even thought i know i just cant let go
all these feelings i have deep in my heart
even if i see you're not next to me
i don't want to be apart
i count all the memories that we have once shared
keeping them alive within my mind
my heart keeps onlonging for you to be near
why can't i leave these thoughts of you behind
i can no longer control this heart of mine
all this love for you make me blind completely blind
blinded foolishly . i can only see
you keeping your heart for someone
heart silently cries the tears from deep within
the pain won't stop so i'll keep it in
only if you can see, the one loving you is me
i'll give you everything that you need
even if i held my hands out and call for you
seems like you're always so far away
my heart will slowly stop, and break into two
with a healing scar that will never fade
i can no longer control this heart of mine
all this love for you make me completely blind
blinded foolishly . i can only see
you keeping your heart for someone else woah
heart silently cries the tears from deep within
the pain won't stop so i'll keep it in
only if you can see, the one loving you is me
i'll give you everything that you need
i'll try to comfort myself with this one lie
i'll be happy if i can see you smile
even if you do go,my heart cannot let go
cause these tears,keep on falling down
i can no longer control this heart of mine
i have gone crazy over this one-sided love
can't forget you nor can i make you mine
alone waiting for you as days pass by
i must have become ill from miss you so much
my heart can't find it's wat back to me
only you can cure this
love sickness with just one touch
with your heart share that love with me
please save up all your love for only me

2010-03-05T21:08:00.001+08:00

todae
meet friends at mac
breakfast
off to sch
2 rounds around he sch was ok
abit tired
off to play volley
den break
bpf
doin revision
back home
play poker wif the guys
dden they go play bb
nw doin efc script

2010-03-03T19:58:00.000+08:00

back home from sch
so tiring

2010-03-02T23:06:00.001+08:00

2010-03-02T13:26:00.002+08:00

I hope tat i dun gt into a fight wif u guys
cos i'm nt in a good mood this few days
i think u guys will noe why
PLEASE !!!
dun pissed mi off!!!
Thank You!!!1
I tried tokin nicely to u guys
n sometimes i dun get the same treatment frm u!!!
i dunno y k...
i'm tired already!!!
i really dunwan to be like a few weeks before!

LATER BUYIN LAPTOP LE!!!
so 1 wont need to wait to do mi work n uset the com

2010-02-26T12:17:00.002+08:00

ytd
after sch
wemt play bb
den shijie come mi hse
chitchat till ++
off to bed

todae
i was late for sch
1 hr
haiz
play volley n frisbee
lunch
nw at student hub playin left4 dead
play till i giddy
feel like vomitting
nw wenjun.marcus,xiaopang,jos,emma n ivy are playin
damn noisy sia marcus
haha
dunno goin where later

2010-02-24T21:26:00.005+08:00

see this pic when they was in sec1
(so cute n innocent)
nw leh...haiz...not innocent anymore)

jasling's dog

litong

imagine when zhenyun is fat in future!!!

2010-02-24T21:03:00.003+08:00

ytd
back from sch n they came to my hse again
sweep n mop the floor
went downstairs tok wif sis n shijie
back home
went off to bed
todae
went to meet pang den go meet wenjun
called marcus but he didnt ans
so we already expect he is still slpin
so spam call him till he wake up
cab to sch
had breakfast wif wenjun
n tokin about lots of things
off to lifeskill class
den no cs
so go for lunch
damn tired
sleep ~~~
didnt went back to class
off to bishan junction
went prize station to play
gt something
n gave wenjun a donald duck
haha=X
den lots of things happen
heard things i dun wanna hear
went for a walk
cos i dun wanna quarrel wif them
den back to woodlands
the guys were playin bb
while emma,abi,ivy n i was gossiping
haha
jux gt back home

2010-02-22T13:14:00.002+08:00

friday
went cafe cartel wif jasling,wanjee,litong,jinwen n zuliarah(dunno how to spell)
went back home
vaccum,mop the floor
waited for the guys to come
play blackjack
den emma n co. was here too
went to 768 for dinner

sat
meet meina,abigail,jin zhu & her boyfriend,n the guys
went emma's hse(my ah ma's hse)
play black jack till8++
went back woodlands for pool at centre
back home wif wenjun n marcus

ytd
went shijie hse n i saw emma n meina there
went jos hse
play blackjack n i loss 30
haiz
went to 888 for dinner
den slack under marcus blk
back home
help out wif prayin de things
n off to bed

todae
mum didnt left money for me
meet wenjun n jos
went to sch
EFC was borin
i nearly zzZZ
BPF was ok
lunch break
went kopitiam find the guys
back to sch
nw havin OSA lesson

2010-02-17T15:22:00.002+08:00

ytd
sis friend came mi hse
play blackjack
i win 20 plus
went aunt hse
play wif jacky=)
haha
off to bedok
went ah girl's hse
play black jack
loss 4-10 dollars
went grandma hse
saw baby kenji there
socute
help out cos cousin's friends comin over
went play blackjack
i win abit
SO I SPEND MY WHOLE DAY PLAYIN BLACKJACK!!!
back home at 1++
iron dad's clothes
den went off to bed
damn tired

todae
actually didnt intend to come to sch
but i did
meet jaslin at admiralty
in the end i went marsling to meet her
cos wanjee haven come
we waited for her for near an hour
so we leave first
off to sch
lifeskill was okay
eejun is disturbin litong
so funny la
bpf was ok
nw havin OSA
most of the guys are playin CS nw!!!
i'm bloggin!

2010-02-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

spending my new year gambling
haha
i spent alot of money already!

2010-02-14T15:29:00.001+08:00

2010-02-14T13:26:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
&
HAPPI VALENTINE DAY!!!

I apologise to u n u didnt say anything
u really make mi think tat u really hate mi so much
suan le la
n rather gt someone to tell mi wat time to mi
den u told mi urself!

2010-02-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

todae
meet jasling at admiralty
waited for wanjee at bishan mrt station
n we saw jin wen
so we waited together
n we gossip...haha...
wanjee was unhappy
hope she is fine nw
off to sch
n i'm late
haiz
cs test
anyhow do cos i didnt bring cs book home
ee jun is sick
hope he get well before chinese new year
break
eatin lunch wif zhenyun,daniel,sylvia,daniel,sky n jonathan
it was fun
off to efc lesson
off to yew tee fund sj,ben n pang
slack till 8
cos went back admiralty eat
chat about ghost n god
damn scare la
so went 768 find mi sis n her friend
back home
usin com
n ironin clothes

THANKS ABIGAIL & ZHU2 FOR THE VALENTINE GIFT!!!

2010-02-09T21:57:00.002+08:00

I nv knew tat u will type this message to mi
until yang told mi
i thought it jos!
seriously
pang told mi everything wat u are dulan about
i can onli tell u
I DIDNT DID TAT
i didnt even say a SINGLE word
if u wan carry on like tat i also gt nth to say!
nw u gt other friends liao wat
they are better
prettier
they all hope tat i wont be there with u guys
i will remember wat u guys did to me
DID U GUYS EVER THINK OF MI ANOT

nw at cousin hse
celebratin his birthday

2010-02-09T10:20:00.001+08:00

Everything Changed!

Everything isnt the same anymore!

saw this at 4Character Blog!(by:Naddy)
i really wish we go back to the year 2009!!!
i miss everyone there
ppl who pampered mi
ppl who disturb me
ppl who make mi angry
ppl who shout n go crazy wif me
i miss EVERYONE!!!
hope to meet u guys soon!

2010-02-09T10:18:00.000+08:00

maybe it's jux my fault to be ur friend!

2010-02-08T14:28:00.002+08:00

todae
went sch wif jasling n wanjee
went mac for breakfast
sch was ok

i didnt even noe wat u wan la
i already nt angry liao
u dunwan tok to mi
i really gt nth to say
we rather dun ve friends la
if u wan like tat
i really dunno wat u wan!!!
maybe nw u gt other friends liao
dun even need mi as a friend
when u injure i dun need to be there anymore
cos someone will do the job for u!

2010-02-07T22:46:00.002+08:00

ytd
went bugis to buy new year clothes
haha
back home at 3++

todae
spendin my day at sheng siong
brought lots of things
we spend 413.70
haha
first time
back home
spring cleaning till jux stop
damn Damn tired

HOPE TMR WILL BE A BETTER DAY!!!

2010-02-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

At an emotional level, today's spread shows that you're going through a difficult period. Your emotions are sincere and deeply felt (the Moon), but some external force (the Tower) is upsetting the environment of your love life. Arguments, painful revelations, temporary separation or even break-up - you'll be imagining the worst, dear Yi Min. And for some, today could signal the point of no return. In the professional sphere, a sudden unexpected event puts you up against the wall. Maybe you’re asked to justify some disappointing business figures, and no doubt this will deflate your pride. Under the combined influence of the Sun and the Tower it’s going to be difficult to avoid forceful interactions, reproaches and conflicts within your professional environment. Breathe in deeply and keep a low profile today...

2010-02-04T22:32:00.001+08:00

i'm thinkin of alot of things this few days
tokin to quite alot of ppl about it
when i am tokin i always feel like cryin

sch was fine todae

2010-02-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

i thinkin about lots of things this few days
i noe i maybe petty n my temper sucks to the core this few weeks
i noe i may be in the wrong sometime
i noe i may not be important to u guys anymore(maybe nt even important at all)
i jux wan u guys to stay but my side
i seriously dun like the girls goin so near with u guys
maybe because i'm used to be the onli girl in the click
i feel so so sad when u guys jux left me behind
n didnt even look back
i'm always hopin tat when i'm at the back someone will walk wif mi
when i cry, someone will come n comfort me(i'm always like tat)
and everything will be ok
things are nt like before
nw the other girls are more important and closer to u guys
i'm unhappy because i got used to the life tat u guys still think of me
u can say im jealous cos i'm really jealous
i'm so tired of this thing
from sec1 till nw
when there are good things,all of u rushed there n left me behind
u noe it really hurts alot inside
u guys come to me onli when u need my help
i dun even noe why i'm doin this thing
u guys are always the 1st priority/one in my mind
when i'm outside,i saw things tat u guys like
i bought it for u guys,nt even a thanks was said
some still say tat tat thing is nt nice or watever
when u guys noe new girls u guys follow tem/chat wif them
n throw mi behind
when they are gone,u guys come back to me
serious i jux feel like askin something.
Am i really ur friend? or i'm jux someone when u need to can jux go to her
if nt u jux leave her there alone
i didnt even think u guys will lie to mi but someone did it todae
i'm pissed off todae
cos he ask me went to his hse to take his S&W shirt
i rushed to his hse..(i'm Late)
brought it to sch for him
in the end
he was havin fun at AMK wif them n didnt go back to sch
i'm thinkin,wat for takin things for him n he didnt come to sch
u noe i always wan u guys jio me where u go jux like before
but nw,it's impossible
now u gt...,... tats enough for u guys wat
i'm nt as pretty,thin as them
i onli noe how to throw my temper on u guys
u guys are sick of it already
u guys can go ahead
i cant say anything
ytd sis say"they are at junction 8,wif the other girls,why am i waitin for them?
do they still remember we are waitin?"
bein ur friend for so many years is so so tiring

u guys noe how i feel ant?
they say i didnt put u guys in ur shoes
but i did
but did u guys out yourself in mi shoes?
It really really hurt alot...
i always feel like cryin when sayin this thing

its so xin ku u noe...

lovin u is also really veri xin ku
i didnt even noe wat u wan
wat u r thinkin
i'm always scare tat u fall of others n i dunno
there's so many ppl likes u
u always...
forget it
u dun understand
maybe i really have to give up on u
DUN ASK WHO!

2010-02-01T14:35:00.001+08:00

I'm PISSED OFF by Wen Jun todae!!!
arh...
i'm havin OSA nw...

2010-01-31T16:12:00.000+08:00

ytd
spendin mi whole day in sentosa
NW I'm HAVIN SUN BURN!!!

2010-01-29T13:30:00.002+08:00

ytd
meet jasling at causeway point
went to mac for breakfast cam lunch
waited for wan jee
den went sch
we were late for sch
mr chia was absent so the class so miss kok came in
so we do our BPF project
we are nt marked late but louis was
he keep kp to us
haha
off for break cos the second lesson of CS no teacher came in
went to find sis,wenjun n emma
lots of things happen
EFC was funny n noisy
haha
we are makin toons of noise
after sch play netball wif mika n emma
i cant shoot la
TERRIBLE!!!
Tchoukball was fun
went to bathe
back home!!!
everyone is tired!!!

todae
NO SCH FOR MI AND MARCUS CLASS!!!
heehee...
can rest
nw
waitin for the guys to come my hse!!!
maybe they playin bb